no news is not good news

It’s been a week and a half since I posted I needed a job within a week and still no job. I did have an interview last week, but have not heard anything back yet. I’ve also applied for 15 jobs since last Wednesday, but have not heard from anybody yet. I understand that businesses get a ton of resumes sent to them when they announce they are hiring, but I really dislike that I don’t get any feedback from 99% of them (whether it’s a “we got your email, but went with someone more qualified” or even just a “no thanks”).

I’m starting to get super stressed about everything because unless I have the money to pay my rent within the next 2 weeks, I’ll have to move out of my apartment. For those who are new to my blog, this is not the first time I’ve gone through this. When I get really stressed over personal stuff, my stomach is in knots, I have a hard time sleeping, I don’t feel like eating and I get depressed and don’t want to do anything. Which is bad because I should be preparing to move and instead I feel like I’m stuck and can’t do anything. It gets worse from there, but I don’t really want to get into it.

Other than the stress of my life, I’ve been trying to get this blog in order. The content page (link is in the right sidebar) is still not finished. There are some pages on there that instead of looking the way they should are translating themselves into another language and I cannot figure out why. I’m afraid that I’m going to have to end up scrapping the entire thing and starting over. Ugh. Besides that I’m trying to clean up the sidebars and get a footer made. I am not setting a deadline for myself on either things either because… just no. lol